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I'm taking a ride With my best friend I hope he never lets me down again He knows where he's taking me Taking me where I want to be I'm taking a ride With my best friend We're flying high We're watching the world pass us by Never want to come down Never want to put my feet back down On the ground I'm taking a ride With my best friend I hope he never lets me down again Promises me I'm as safe as houses As long as I remember who's wearing the trousers I hope he never lets me down again We're flying high We're watching the world pass us by Never want to come down Never want to put my feet back down On the ground Never let me down See the stars they're shining bright Everything's alright tonight

I cannot guess what we'll discover When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's And not one speck will remain I want to live where the soul meets body And let the sun wrap its arms around me and Bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing And feel Feel what it's like to be new 'Cause in my head there's a Greyhound station Where I send my thoughts to far-off destinations So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're Far more suited than here I cannot guess what we'll discover When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's And not one speck will remain I do believe it's true That there are roads left in both of our shoes But if the silence takes you Then I hope it takes me too So brown eyes I'll hold you near 'Cause you're the only song I want to hear A melody softly soar...

I feel like I'm in the eye of the storm. Everything is cloudy, turbulent and dangerous around. In spite of that, exactly on the spot I am right now...the sun is shining above me. Even though I cannot see through the grey on the horizon, I am in a place of peace. It's warm, sunny and still. It's the centre of the cyclone. It's appreciating this moment so very deeply, just by listening to a beautiful song on a nice afternoon in a park somewhere. Yet the feeling is like so intense and so unique, you get moved and your eyes moist. And the song, it's the most beautiful thing you have heard in a while, which surprises and touches your heart deeply. And the afternoon, it's perfect...it's warm but with a soft breeze, it's sunny with streaking clouds. The sunrays gently spread through the branches and illuminate the leaves floating around in the wind. It's living in the perfection of this moment so intensively you feel grateful and wish time s...

Two years ago I was having a really stressful time in my life. I had to defend my PhD thesis while my niece was in the newborn intensive care. Her immune system didn't really work well, and we tried to protect her at all cost. But she passed away four months later. After her passing, we had the most stressful time in 2017, while grieving, and confused and hurt and with all that tension and disappointment. I had been through some pretty rough stuff before, but this was the most difficult thing I had to go through in my entire life. But this year, I just feel different. Tomorrow is her birthday, the date she was born, two years ago. Last year I was still a complete mess - there was a lot of other stuff along with the grief, but this year, I decided to do something. I made up a video with photos from my sister pregnant, with my niece while she was with us and with photos from after her death, with all the amazing support and love we got from many different and awesome p...

Today I learned Life is dynamic Perception is key I will make it

Right so...after those carefree intro posts...it's time to talk serious. I suppose it's fair to assume that most people are not entirely (like a 100%) happy with themselves. So when I was younger, much of my concerns gravitated towards my physical appearance and my body in general - I felt weaker and didn't do as good in sports as most guys in my age, I was shorter and hadn't been blessed by a somehow outstanding body neither with model looks (and those teen years can be particularly hard on you...people can be mean, and sometimes, you do look damn ugly XD). Anyway, I struggled a lot with that because, you know, we tend to compare with others and for some reason (which is another great post idea) we have a tendency to put ourselves down...I have created this idea that much of my personality was derived from my physical characteristics and that there was nothing much I could do to change it - well, that pretty much sounds like the eternal doom and agony of the fin...

This...right here...right now... The very moment when the drop hits the water, the flow is triggered When the present gets caught up with eternity. When one is, at the same time, the self and also everything else. This...right here...right now...it's bliss!

Well I made it! This post is a celebration for opening up this blog!!! It's gonna be a great journey with myself. I'm already loving it. Well I made it!!! And I sure want to say this sentence many times again in the future...be it near, medium-term, or far. I haven't got much else to say right now and it was just what I meant with this post - not really dwindling over stuff, just enjoying this great moment with myself while I listened to the No 1 song...AMERIMACKA <3 I wrote this entire post while I was listening to it from beggining to end XD Cheers eveyone! And TCORP rulezzz