Dawning - or the inside out
Right so...after those carefree intro posts...it's time to talk serious. I suppose it's fair to assume that most people are not entirely (like a 100%) happy with themselves. So when I was younger, much of my concerns gravitated towards my physical appearance and my body in general - I felt weaker and didn't do as good in sports as most guys in my age, I was shorter and hadn't been blessed by a somehow outstanding body neither with model looks (and those teen years can be particularly hard on you...people can be mean, and sometimes, you do look damn ugly XD). Anyway, I struggled a lot with that because, you know, we tend to compare with others and for some reason (which is another great post idea) we have a tendency to put ourselves down...I have created this idea that much of my personality was derived from my physical characteristics and that there was nothing much I could do to change it - well, that pretty much sounds like the eternal doom and agony of the fin...
